The moon is in Leo this morning, conjunct Venus and Mars. Venus and Mars have been pressured by Saturn and Uranus for a couple of weeks now. It's caused a lot of angst and crazy, dramatic, surprising attacks. This is from my email:
"...still this is NOT A SOLAR RETURN TRANSIT REPORT INCLUDED; WHAT SHOULD BE DONE: Or you are dum, as dumbarton or more dum, please don't think I buy it, "
You may feel this today (moon), though the energy has peaked. Venus and Mars may rage for a few more days but the pressure (Saturn) and insanity (Uranus) part of this equation is fading fast.
Venus and Mars will escape but the Saturn Uranus deal will be maintained for another eighteen months. You may be trying to not participate in this stress.
I don't blame you but I doubt you'll be successful. It's better to come to terms with it.