I was able to get a handle on the situation, courtesy of Saturn opposing the sun. I'm living in reality, basically. And downloading updates to said reality! This may be a relevant concept in you life, over the next 24 hours.
We have six planets retrograde and a full moon tonight. Saturn is involved with the full moon, so whatever happens, there should be a way to control (Saturn) yourself or your ego (sun) as well as your emotions
(moon).
I understand this may not be a popular idea, but I'm talking about grabbing something solid, if you feel yourself slipping into some kind of abyss. There is a handle there. Grab it to avoid pits of despair!
It's more than that. Rather than slipping, you can maintain control and gain maturity, while setting an
example. Basically, don't get your butt kicked by this! There are other things to do!
We've still got the Grand Trine in Earth, those is momentarily weakened a bit.
Back to Uranus, it's squaring Venus and Moon right now - this is the one that got me. The moon will move out today but Venus is stalling out and station direct, next
week.
If you have planets in the mid-degrees of Fixed signs, what can I say? Popcorn pops. No one knows which kernel, where. This is why the ability to stabilize yourself in a fluid situation is so critical.
